This is..
What is..
What if you..
Don't get it like I...
Want you to?


This is
What I
Think I need
These big fat feelings
They hurt my cheek


-Damien

Assault on the senses

Breaking the Waves (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0115751/), is probably one of the most heartbreaking films I've ever seen.
It captivated me, it pissed me off, I adored it and yet, I don't know if I could see it again.
If you're an aspiring actor/actress (watch it and learn, Emily Watson is perfection). Hell, it doesn't matter if you're an aspiring anything, if you give a damn about films, watch it! Ohh I'm dramatic I know ; )



I'm a dandy little dreamer, a doctored misdemeanor
A didactic destiny schemer, bear with me if you would

Hey you,
voices in my head
You can talk
Just please
One at a time

I was going to post about complex realities but who cares about them anyway.But I will ask some of my infamous profound questions...

How did the "Headless Rider" know where he was going?

If ghosts have the advantage of being invisible, why do they insist on being *caught* by wearing a sheet?

Where is Old Zealand?

Since everyone automatically answers when asked " What is the secret of your success" how come its considered a secret?

Instead of taking something that is "good for your headache" wouldnt it be more logical to take something that is "bad for your headache"?

In the process of a breakup, shouldn't the phrase " You will never find another like me" be considered a wish/blessing instead of a threat? Duh, they dont WANT to find another like you...thats why you're breaking up!

Phew, it feels good to come out with all this, they were building up and I was feeling terribly confused. = )

SOS

This morning at the gym, the lady on the treadmill next to mine dropped her CD player. As she bent to pick it up I glanced at the CD that had rolled out from it.

*Scriptures: The Song of Solomon*

(Small pause for shock and disbelief)

"Thy hair is as a flock of goats, that appear from mount Gilead" (96 kcal burned)
"Thy teeth are like a flock of sheep that are even shorn" (heart rate above average)
"Thy nose is like the tower that hangeth over Damascus" (150 kcal burned)

She must have a lot on her plate.. the poor Christian lady, having to combine working out, the word of God, AND erotica!

I'm impressed...in a disgusted sort of way.

Shalom

Tonight....

.. I drank.
I smoked.
I got happily dizzy.
But
I miss him.